Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Sorry, but I had to share...


It was 1998 and I was resting from my first end of semester rush at college. My mom called:

- A Husky puppy has followed me on the street. I think I'm bringing him home.
- But what about the cat? - I asked, worried about MY pet.
- I can't help, she said. It followed me to my friend's houses' door and it waited for me 'till I left! I'm bringing it home.

Ok, it was her choice. More than one hour later, mom came home. There wasn't any puppy with her. It was as big as a German Shepard and it was brought by the third taxi driver. None of the previous agreed on putting such a big dog in their cars.
- Ok, it's just a Husky, mom. Call him Lobo, as any other Husky, I said poshly

He was tired and weak from having spent such a long time on the streets and he couldn't even stand. We called the vet and made an appointment for the following day. At night I went up to him and try to stroke his head. He growled at me. I was scared and a thick wall was built between us.

I kind of liked him but I was a little afraid. Then I realized my cat didn't like him so I started to side with her. In addition, I felt a little jelous because my mother loved him so deeply but she only liked my pet.
Time went on. My cat died of cancer - poor thing. So difficult to put her to sleep...
Anyway, the days passed by and I still couldn't feel comfortable with that dog. He was big, bold, roomy and lazy.

In 2000 my mother travelled for 2 months. My sister had left home to live by herself some months earlier, thus it was just me and him. For 2 long months. "I'll just feed him and give him fresh water. That's all.", I thought, forever bearing that first night growl in mind. And along came what I now name as "our second first night".

I had just left my mother at the airport and the house was mine. I had the brilliant idea of watching The Shinning. Alone. At home. In my BIG house. I was scared to death! I went up to my bedroom, resigning myself to a sleepless night. To my surprise, that dog, that big bold roomy and lazy dog climbed the stairs behind me and tucked himself in right beside my bed. That night I could sleep. Soundly. Like an angel.

After that I was free to love that brown furry big fellow as I'd always wanted, but had been too pride to allow myself to.
Many years went on, with him bothering me so many times to walk him, embarassing me so often by pooping in front of my neighbours' doors, annoying me by barking at every single dog that would pass by my house at 2 in the morning. On weekends, at the crack of dawn he would open my bedroom door, wake me up to walk him. Extremelly angry, I would turn the other side and come back to sleep only to wake up later and find my books all peed.
I remember bathing him on hot summer days as an excuse to have an outdoors shower myself. More than once he would escape from the leash to seek asylum under my mom's legs - completely wet and covered with soap.

Last week Lobo was gone. Gone for good, after having escaped so many times to chase cute little lady dogs.
He is asleep forever, after so many nights sleeping by my side. Cancer has won again and has taken another pet away from me - this time the pet I would never forget. The big, bold, roomy and lazy lovely dog.

R.I.P., Lobo. May dog's heaven be full of books for you to pee on, comfy sofas for you to sleep on and cute little lady dog for you to chase. I'll deeply miss you.

Ilá -CPE 2

3 comments:

  1. Ok, I'll pretend I haven't cried and will just comment on the brilliance of your English.

    Try not to embarrass the CAE board too much, OK? Avoid things like "seek asylum" and "roomy", as you might fail for being too fucking good! (have I used the 'f' word there? Sorry about that!).

    You rule! (you make me proud!) And I'm deeply sorry about Lobo.

    xxx

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  2. I understand how hard it is to lose a pet.

    I also had a dog it was a puddle. Her name was Lady (from Disney's cartoon the Lady and the Trump).

    She wasn't the kind of dog that would run after bouncing balls, but she was an amazing partner.

    Unfortunately, in 2005 on Christmas' week she had a disease, which paralysed parts of her body. As she was suffering, I had to put her to sleep on Christmas day... It was really tough to bear the pain of losing her.

    Nowadays, I have a Labrador, which I love so much and runs after bouncing balls! He is also a fantastic partner. Since Lady's death, every Christmas eve we drive through or neighbourhood looking for a stray dog and give it a bone as a Christmas' gift.

    As I could see Lobo was a great partner and he will also make a fuss in Heaven.

    Peace,

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  3. Thank you guys, for the compliments and for the simpathy.
    A LABRADOR??!! That's my dream! Oooowwwnnn!
    But my mother doesn't want any pets for the time being... I fully understand her. Loosing Lobo was both dramatic and traumatic. Was he a great partner! And we had to put him to sleep too. Extremely painful.
    Now I have to wait for a change of mind and then I'll have my Starbuck (yes, I've already named my Labrador).
    See you tomorrow, guys!

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